im sick of being made feel guilty over anything i want to do.
im afraid to make my own choices & go for what i want because maybe it’s inconvenient for some.
im afraid to do things the best way i know how, because maybe its not the best way to someone else.
im afraid to decide to NOT to do something/back out of something i don’t wanna do anymore because i don’t want anyone to hold it against me that i threw away a good thing, or that i quit everything i do.
im afraid to ask questions, because i don’t want people to think its a stupid one.
im super afraid that i wont be able to fix my problems, & that one day ethan will leave me.
im afraid im not going anywhere or gonna make anything of myself.
im afraid of having absolutely noone/nothing, but im DAMN near close to it.